:)

although this a secret, but..

2009-03-30T11:50:00.007+08:00

HELLO! whats with everybody's *** trying to get me? and why must i be the middle person to you all? can someone actually make my life easier? GOSH. damn irritated right now! and whats with guys younger then me trying to get me? erm, can you small young nuts go get someone your own age? lol. you should all know, girls mature faster then guys. quote of SOMEONE! (remember tanu?) `tanu's birthday picture will be posted whenever i want to, and whenever yenyi post it up! didnt go to school todayy, not feeling well, but im currently doing my assignment and stuff. not cause im hardworking, but its cause, theres nothing to watch in tv, and theres noone online. cause everyone is in school/college and stuff, and its already 12 and like half of my peanut headed friends arent awake yet! -.- most boring day of my life, im dead bored. and here,trying to entertain myself by doing her moral project? WOW. how fascinating right? claps claps claps! damn IRRITATED! *dont bother about the mumbling and grumbling part. im just in those days, my pms times where i get angry for no damn reasons! BTW! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIA HONG! AHAH. :) `chhann mannn signingg off! with a fake smile!

especially for someone!!

2009-03-29T12:22:00.003+08:00

1st part of this post! religion! A religion is an organized approach to human spirituality which usually encompasses a set of narratives, symbols, beliefs and practices, often with a supernatural or transcendent quality, that give meaning to the practitioner's experiences of life through reference to a higher power or truth.[ `well in this "country" we all learn to respect each others religions and race. right? and its super mean to mock on other people's belief. so yeah, some people just dont get the idea of RESPECTING religions and stuff. so whatever laa. your just being RUDE. :)whatever you like, i dont care! 2nd part! why is it when everytime you're single, you wanna be in a relationship, but everytime you're in one, you wanna be ALONE, and be single? can someone actually answer that question? HAHA! hmm, and YOU! why did you just had to appear out of nowhere? and straight to my heart? lol. and OMG! that feeling, when the person you really love calls you! :) ahaha. sorry tanu and kengyen for bugging you the whole night bout him . HAHA. and yeaa. i fell asleep with that bottle next to my head. but silly old kengyen go put it away! haha. lol. but i still saw you in my dreams! :o `will be posting bout tanu's party later! ttyl my lil bloggiee. chanmann says, she loves you, she loves you not. SHE SO LOVES YOU! :)

whoo pee deee dooo!

2009-03-27T22:11:00.005+08:00
HAPPYY BIRTHDAY TANUSIA LECTHUMY A/P SUDHAKARAN! lol. somehow, she's my current close indian friend! and THE ONLY ONE. cause i havent been going to church for so longg, and yeahh. hannah, i havent been talking to you for awhile already! :) KAYS! todayy. its her so called "birthday" and we had to all bare with her "ehh, its my birthday right?" or "can listen ah? birthday girl talking k!" or her annoying "kay, so lets plan about my birthday!". well she said that like 500 times today, but at last! we didnt plan anything. -.- and the choco cake, and the cheese cake was AWESOME! yummms! damn nice! ahhaa. my current obsession now beside the other "obsession" im having now! :) have a look at the birthday girl! :) kay lahh, since its ur birthday. i shall upload a nicer picture of you lah k? BE NICE TO ME! hahaha. `a party only starts after 12! `chanmann says. shes deeply in love.

bloggy from tanu, annabel, suelyn and cm

2009-03-25T22:22:00.003+08:00
10.22pm talking on the phone! :) done! GUESS WHAT HAPPEN! lol. was eating somewhere, and then my dad came over and asked me what i wanted to drink. so i said "ai yahh, whatever laa". guess what he bought me! -.- `xoxo. cyye mm

btw!

2009-03-25T18:12:00.002+08:00
happy birthday pauline! happy birthday clement! anddd.. happy birthday simon! :) `lol... sweetcm.

jobless lame old me! :p

2009-03-25T18:00:00.003+08:00
the most creepy day of my life! lol? wanna know why? arent you gonna ask me? ITS REALLY interesting! its because..... HAHA! actually nothing much la. just that today annabel freaked me out like mad. we kept saying and doing the same things and all. and TRUST me. its damn creepy, wth? lol? today, tanu came to school, after not seeing her ugly face for so long! KIDDING Lahh! KAYS! and yeah, annabel and i was repeating everything we said and did yesterday, today! we repeated it again and again and again. till i think, tanu didnt think its funny anymore. but AHEM? damn funny lor. HAHAH! suelyn and meijing didnt even laugh. damn bad! ahha. a few more days till the BIG DAY! ahha. not for me laa, but for tanu! lol. things are gonna get FUN, and after the 'FUN' we're have MORE FUN! FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN!!! ahhaha and angel is giving "THE" look now, so i kinda gotta go! buhbyee. talk to you later my lil bloggie! MISS YOU :) (being lame infront of angel as usual, irritating her on purpose!) and as usual what she normally says, " CHIII SIN!" `tata, xoxo. cyy emm <3

its only cause we're jobless and have nothing better to do! :s

2009-03-24T21:06:00.014+08:00
cm: bought! a! new! pin! ky: in! the! dustbin! AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAhAA! lol. annie bunnie channie mannie! HAHA. omg. anywayyy, yeahh. somehow today was fun. and after knowing this PERSON for more then 10 years! i finally realise how blur and DUMB she can be, sometimes! LOL. germaine leong, you're so blur!! haha. `went to jia yi's after school todayy. sat in his car together with kengyen and all. was kinda squeshed like crap! and, as usual. making noise and all. reached jia yi's house and started doing the banner with zil, des, munjun, and zao. :P lol. ate fried rice for dinner. loll. ohwelll. thats all... for now:) toodles noodles! xoxo, `cyy emm.

home sweeeeet home! :) nowhere else, but HOME!

2009-03-23T19:02:00.003+08:00
okie dokeys! im backk. one week holiday is FINALLY OVER! its.. dead and gone! :) 19th march. reach airport at 10. ate, chit chat and went inside the plane at 1. :) had fun in the plane, was watching gossip girl, 90210, keeping up with the kadarshians, and kimora life in the fab lane. reach hk at 5 plus and a cute lil mini couper fetch us to the hotel, checked in and stuff. and ate dinner. 20th march. woke up. ate. shop shop shop! ate dinner, and went clubbing after dinner. :) 21st march. woke up, my family and i, and a few friends drove to china. LOL! it only takes 20 mins to drive to china! :D lol. ate in some cute lil hut, went to a some awesome massage place where there is free buffet, a hot&cold pool, a place to sleep, tv for every individual and OH MY GOD! ICE CREAM! :) then ate dinner, played around with my friends, and online in the hotel room. 22nd march. our anniversary. :) went back to hk, SHOP like mad. bought a juicy couture slipper, and a cute lil rubberband from juicy too! haha. the things there so damn cute. LOL. ate dinner and SLEPT! ;) 23rd, which is TODAY! :) was watching project runway ahah. and finally i reach home! and before my trip to hk, i spent 2 days with tanu. the sleepover, and the pm thingy. LOL. eating like a fat pig! actually, i wasnt the one eating like a pig. it was tanu! she ate every rubbish she saw! lol. and we forced kengyen to eat smelly tou fu! ahaha. damn funny. :DD

:)

2009-03-22T01:37:00.002+08:00
im blogging at 1.40am now, cause i have nothing better to do. currently in China now :) and im here in my hotel room blogging :DD lol. first time, staying in a hotel with FREE INTERNET SERVICES and a COMPUTER in a room. so yeahh! now, im not exactly as 'happy' as how im typing my blog. somehow, i tend to type smiley faces even though im not happy, GET IT? urgh whatever lah kayy. so yeahh, i spent 1 whole hour crying to myself just now. emo*ing over nothing. and i shall just forget everything and just SLEEEEP! but FIRST! i'll be going down the streets to have a relaxing body massage and later on, have a nice swim in the pool, bath and then go to sleeep! :) hope i can cheer up by then. btw, happy 11th month anniversary. `chanmann.

one more step to the door.

2009-03-11T13:07:00.002+08:00
yeahh, my training days are finally over. im really glad that this is my last year of my schooling life, and i actually not only got to represent my school for 5th year in a row, but im REALLY happy i got to represent the ZON! :) well, the results wasnt what i wanted, BUT HELLO! i ran with a friggin state runner. and i know im saying this a million times BUT! her leg muscles is frigging big, its as big as my head for god sakes!. and the girl who got 2nd, IS EXACTLY like her. ahaha :D and my relay! im so glad that we did great although we didnt really train for our passing and stuff! we 4 girls, from 4 different schools, making a team. i dont know what to say! somehow, its kinda sad that i wont be training with you guys anymore! anis kesayanganku! :D i wont get to disturb puikuan anymore! ahah. and yeahh! i wont get to bug you and irritate you guys anymore. AWWWWW. LOL! and i wont get to make fun of SUNSHINE anymore! ahhaa. LOL! im missing you guys alreadyy. one whole week of training with you guys really paid off. HAHA! somehow, althought all of us are in different schools, but during competition, i really felt like all of us was just ONE TEAM! :D GRRR! i cant believe its over. `after 3months of trainingg, from the time we trained for netball, to atheletics inter-schools. to basketball, then athletics inter-zon. my body is finally crashing. thats why i didnt go to school today! finally, i could my peaceful time sleeeping! and restingg. will be going to the stadium later! :D pics will be posted later, after i come back from seans place! `chanmannnn.

a lil bit of love! <33

2009-03-09T14:47:00.005+08:00
all those times we had. the "ahem" things we watched. LOL! swimming, mamak moments. HAHA! lol. really had fun with you guys laa. lol. and AHEM! our mission and all. lol! funny moments. sean as the naked mole rat! ahaha. LOL! and also, i still dont know how to do a friggin moon walk. LOL? ohwell. gonna be with you guys the whole week, and ALSO! im glad SOMEONE is on MY TEAM! abiel allen im talking about YOU! :) you know what i mean :D `kayyss. talk to you later my lil bloggie, gotta get ready! ahhaa. will be going out with tanuletchu soon. :)

a best friendd.

2009-03-09T12:49:00.002+08:00
whats a bestfriend? friend: calls your parents by mr or mrs. bestfriend: calls your parents dad and mom friend: has never seen you cry. bestfriend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on. friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink. bestfriend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home. friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back. bestfriend: has a closet full of your stuff. friend: only knows a few things about you. bestfriend: could write a biography on your life. friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. bestfriend: will always go with you. :D bestfriends forever. ~ANGEL LEE WEI HUI! THANKS FOR SENDING THIS TO ME! :)

what a day rightt?

2009-03-08T09:36:00.002+08:00
what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day Every smile you fake is so condescending Counting all the scars you made And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through I've never been anywhere cold as you `lately, everything has been tough for me. tough just enough for me. hm, but im glad its all over right? TANU! ahhaaha. glad we feel MUCH MUCH MUCH better now. and somehow im so proud of peanut head aka sean sashtyn lawrence! :D long story. but we really had fun swimming and all, and THANKS chee weng for that hug but NO thanks for the part where you pushed me in the pool!! urgh! and ABIEL ALLEN! dont EVER push me in the pool anymore! :D but it was fun tho HAHA! FYI~ tanu sleeps like a pig, and when you call her at night. she forgets the whole conversation the next day! :D `channmannie.

`true colours.

2009-02-25T14:16:00.003+08:00
wow, sometimes. you cant really differenciate whats right or wrong. whats real or fake. and somehow, its so damn confusing. `how can IT be damn real, but yet so FAKE? :D didnt go to school today, cause i was afraid i have to deal with the fake-ness alone. LOL? ahha. scared tanu and kengyen last minute ffk and all. :) btw, i'll be bringing PASSION FRUIT to school tmr. forced by tanu! ahah. those who havent tried passion fruit. DONT try it. just DONT! those who dont know whats passion fruit. HAVE A LOOKKIEYH! yea. this passion fruit! looks disgusting right? trust me! it taste disgusting too! :D its so damn friggin sour, wth. :D (err, dont ask why am i blogging about a fruit. i just really hate it. and recently, things bother me easily!) `chanmaanie.

when an opportunity presents itself, seize it.

2009-02-23T18:45:00.004+08:00
now, i feel so stupid. before i went for athletics, i didnt wanna go. i was hiding and all. i was afraid that i will get last or something. NOW! i feel so damn frikin STOOPID! HAHA! GOLD MEDAL BABY! haha. :D 1 gold. and 2 silver. the gold is for my 100m. and the two silver is for my 200m, and 4x100m. :DD LOVE YOU TANU! LOVE YOU GERMAINEE THE AWESOME! LOVE YOU SUELYNNIEE! great great great team work! so proud of US! ahha. omg. and smss girls ROCK! woopieess. CHAMPIONS FOR ZON PUDU BABY! 2nd year, and its feeling like HEAVEN! :P few weeks time, i will be off to train already! gonna get darker and darker and sooner or later, im gonna look like my best indian friend. TAAANUUU! ahah. *someone's birthday coming eiyhh. cant wait :p ahahaha! and alsoo! (hongg. please let me go .... kay? tanu, help me beg him :DD ) `crystal maiden.

the 22nd. once again.

2009-02-22T20:00:00.004+08:00
once again, its the 22nd. :D thanks alot. really, thanks. theres nothing more i can say besides saying a simple thank you, with a smile on my face. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8_kFK6d5p6o watch it! :D `ilyb.

the person who cant stop bugging my lifee!

2009-02-17T18:22:00.004+08:00
14th FEB! VALENTINE'S DAY! went to mid valley with tanu, and we met up with sean, abiel, chee weng, ivan, josh, and lil nat. left at 6 and went for training till 8. bath and everything, and went back to mid vallet AGAIN! to have dinner with yuennie, sean and gang. :D then, tanu stayed over at my place. and didnt let me sleep till 3.30. (close to 4) WANNA KNOW WHY!?! CAUSE A PEANUT HEAD CALLED ME! AND SHE GOT TOO EXCITED! pathetic!!! from 1 plus, we talked till 3 plus! URGH! 15th FEB! went to petaling street for breakfast, and lepak-ed at cm. and met up with Roopa. and someone else, which i shall not mention here! :D ahha. THEN!! we sat train to mdvalley AGAIN and met up with kengyen, sue, and jared. ate lunch at seed cafe, walked around, went back home, and then went to tanu's hse. and after that! i finally got my beauty sleeeep! FINALLY! will update bout athletics next time! :) BTW! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN PUI CHOI. ALVIN!! i finally remembered your birthday right? :D you should be proud of me! AHAHHA!

NETBALL!

2009-02-15T22:46:00.017+08:00
*kinda outdated and all. soo yeah! the netball thingy is for last week. wednesday and friday! :DD (sorry ger, i forgot the score so im gonna copy and paste the scores kayy) Sri Sempurna vs: -Sri Permaisuri : 8-7 -Dato' Onn : 11-1 Quaterfinals: -Taman Cannought : 14-1 -Teknik KL : 10-8 lazy type out the others la. but overall, smss got 3rd. `mannnieeyy!

happy valentines day :D

2009-02-14T13:50:00.002+08:00
HELLO! i dont really celebrate valentine's day. but since it means so much to you. i will celebrate valentine's day this year OKAY! ahha. LOL. `will update bout the netball competition soon. more pictures to come! will be going to mid valley with tanu in 30mins time. gotta get ready! :DD ahahahas! theres training later. hope im not the only semangat one trainingg. `ttyl my lil bloggie! :D

tagggedd by lei lei :D

2009-02-10T17:30:00.003+08:00
Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness. `lol. xinlei you wanna know my weirdness! :DD 1. i always wanted a younger sister and a older brother. a MEI MEI and a GOR GOR :) 2. my name is actually french! ahhah. but im chinese. (marion kathrymarie) does it sound french-ish to you? ahaha. 3. i have 6 childhood friends who i always meet once a year, during cny. but i never talk to them in person before. HAHA. :D 4. my bestie and i have same interest in things. but we're 2 total different person. 5. i always wanted my boyfriend's name to be called ryan. ahaha. and he's name is ryan. damn weird. ahah. 6. i seem so close to lei lei, (I LOVE HER) but i never met her before. ahha. we start knowing each others in friendster. :D but she's AWESOME! i tell her everything. :D 7. tanusia rhymes with manusia! :D random much! 8. i have many indian friends, but tanu is the one who i talk to on the phone. haha. for 'some' reasons. LOL. 9. i always thought lady gaga sounds exactly like ashlee simpsons! :D isnt is true? haha. 10. my head is shaped like a oversized strawberry. TEE HEEE! 11. i have a very oversized/weird body shape. ahah. LOL. and its suuuper true. 12. britney spears rocks no matter what! go listen to lace and leather <3333. 13. angel says i'm random cause i always speak malay at home, and everywhere else. 14. i cant sleep without 6 pillows next to me. and my teddies too! haha. 15. i wanna get married, but im too young :( 16. everytime i go to angel's room, i will never ever wanna see pink again! ahha. wanna know why? her wallpaper, table, cupboard, drawer, boxes, photo frames, fan, dustbin, mirror, shampoo,toothbrush and EVERYTHING IS PINK! soon, she's changing her bed colour to pink. and guess what! -.- (im in her room now. using her laptop. which is PINK!) people i tag! germaine. jasmine. wengyee. faith chong. jasmine chai. tristan. hannah paneer. fel. rach. suexian. ape saja lah! `crystal maiden. :)

joke of the day!

2009-02-09T23:07:00.004+08:00
im currently talking to tanu on the phone now :) ahaha. and now, she's being exactly like annabel, the way she laugh and all. its hilarious! omg. and erm. sooo! the joke of the day is, IMAGINE ANNABEL HAS A LIL SISTER. HHAHAHAHAHAHA! LAUGH OUT LOUD! :D well today, woke up at 7.30 and went for netball. kak intan was in a good mood. YAY:D ahaha. so obviously, training wasnt so scaryy. :) ahaha. and err. we played a game. something like catchingg. and amanda and delilah bang into each other. del's nose was bleeding and her teeth bang to amanda, so manda's chin was bleeding. ahaha. thanks to her teeth. btw. does anybody else agrees that delilah looks like a peanut? ahah. so cute. LILAH'S A PEANUT :) and btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIWEN! wishing you again :D `crystal maiden.

tanumanu :)

2009-02-09T02:43:00.007+08:00
HAHAH! lol. tanu:D wanna know why am i posting ur face everywhere 3o'clock in the morning? if you wanna know. CALL ME! muahahaha. `cm

pink polka dotted undie partner's birthday!

2009-02-09T01:42:00.003+08:00
anyway! its wen's birthday. like right NOW. :) so yeah! i remember what you asked me that day. ahah. LOL! and erm. you have a nive underwear :) same underwear remember? ahhaa. lol. anywayyyyyyy! HAPPPPPYYY BIRRTHDAYY TO YOU!! `yesterday! guess what time i slept. at 4! wanna know why? cause i was stuck with tanu and seanieyh! -.- was talking to them on the phone since 1.45 til 3.30. and then! when i put down the phone already!! sean called again! -.- anyway! TANUSIA LETCHMY A/P SK!!! you owe me OKAY! and also! you owe me rm10 bucks. =D anyway! today :) i went training at 4,and left at 6. then i went to fetch angel to a dinner, with my dad's classmates. and i was stuck there in negeri sembilen till 10. then we went to another restaurant, and came back home at 12. and now :D angel is next to me reading what i type. and every 1 second she says "TSK". :) btw, she's wearing my shirt. and the pants i bought for her :) and she's looking at me. and she's saying *CHEE SIN*. and now, she said *TA HAN MOU SI JOU?* ahh. whatever. :D and she's singing. `crystal maiden :DD (lol. i really dont know)

deeeeep breaths. :)

2009-02-07T14:00:00.002+08:00
in midvalley few days ago, btw. for those who kept asking who is this 'tanusia' i've been blogging about. its the girl on the left. :D (this is what happens when i stay back and teman annabel and tanusia. AND ALSO! this is what happens when you on music, and they start dancing and singing reallly loudly.) hmm. school has been really tiring these few days, all the training and all. had netball training today, but i didnt go. cause of my eye. and i was coughing reeally bad. and vomitting and all. -.- but i'll be going tommorow. `monday is a school holiday but sadly! theres netball. AGAIN! i need more sleep :( `crystal maiden. (i still dont know)

btw...

2009-02-05T21:09:00.002+08:00
:D lol. i havent really blogged about my hair since i did it. lol anyway! i changed my hairstyle. and erm. i did hair extensions. its long now. and curly. like tanu :) hahah! and yeah. people keep calling me tanu, but it doesnt matter. :) cause its not an insult. (im writting this cause i just gave my blog link. so she might read this) ahah! nolah! tanu! im kidding okay. anyway, yeah. TODAY IS PINK POLKA DOTTED UNDIE DAY! lol. erm. HUIWEN! ahhaa. lol. i was changing in the toilet, and then suddenly huiwen: ARGHHHH!chanmann: what! what! huiwen: you're wearing the same undie as me!! lol. then! i looked at hers, and she looked at mine. and then, i told her i had the same one, but its black! and she has the same one too!!! erm? i dont know why am i blogging about undies. ahhah! so funny. today, today, today! :DD netball- 11.40am till 2.30pm. makan tll 3. had accounts. and went for basketball training. and erm. suelyn's mum said i put on weight. :/ hmms, tommorow, tommorow, and tommorow. theres standard taking, and netball training after that. and after netball, theres athletic. so yeahh. ahha. :D `crystal maiden. (i dont know why, but somehow i just like it. OKAY?)

:D

2009-02-04T22:56:00.003+08:00
had netball today :D went back home, fell asleep. sean sashtyn called. talk for 30 mins i think. and then :DD tanu called me. and we 3 talked on the phone together. i felt like a lampost. :D ahah. but somehow. it was fun! anyway! im still talking to tanu now. and its alreadyy 11. ohwell. :) btw, today is hong's first day of work. :DD all those whinning, and complaining and all. :D he said its 'san fu' ahha! yeah rightt. wait till you start college and work, and earn money for me to use! muahahahah! anyways, work hard. :DD and all the best! :D xoxo ily. `crystal maiden.

happy birthday, dad.

2009-02-03T19:57:00.002+08:00
today is my dad's birthday! :D its his 45th birthday. ahha getting older and older already. LOL sooner or later. he'll have rinkles everywhere (touch wood) and a son-in-law. and grandchildren, and greatgrandchildren. ahha. lol. i dont know what am i talking about. anyway! happy birthday :) i know u're reading this! :D

CNY HOLS!

2009-02-03T18:46:00.002+08:00
26th till 29th jan. :D was in bangkok, thailand :D ahah. all those massages, food, sleep, boat rides, monkey shows, snake shows and all really paid off! didnt really have much fun beginning of the year so yeahh. :D talked to tanu about something :DD till night and slept. 30th jan. early in the morningg. well, not that early actually. 10.30am. i went for my training in kampung pandan. and err. only 4 people were there. later on, pauline and zao came alongg. :DD then. zao followed me back home bath and everything. then she went home, AND THEN! i went mid valley with angel and her cempaka friends.watched bride wars. bumped into mj and her whole gang. hmm. then! heard my name. LOOKED UP! and i saw sean abiel and all. sat at brewball awhile talking with abiel bout his "problems" :DD and angel was talking to janet and all. after that, we went to chyan yih's house. came home. and talked to tanu. AGAIN! lol. 31th jan :D 4 O'CLOCK! church opening thingy till 7.30. :D went there. and erm. HANNAH said i LOOKED taller. yeah, -.- because i was wearing heals. soo. it didnt really make a difference. ahah! had dinner there. and went home. :D anddd. tanu was rushing me to call her. so i did. called her, and sean, and abiel. sooo, 3 of us was talking on the phone at the same time. sean yelling at abiel. tanu yelling at the background and all. SUUUPER funny i tell you! ahah. 1st feb! reached mid valley at 12. i think :) then met with tanusia. played air hockey with her. and she HURT my FINGER! aiiyah. anywayy! we walked around till 1. and ivan and sean finally came! lol. waited waited waited. then! germainee, annie, suelyn! and another two friends came. :D then later on, more people came. adriel! and yeah. i bumped into ALOT of people that day. SEAN JOEL! omg. gave his a big hug. and when i turned around. -.- he was no where to be seen. :/ lol. we ate lunch at delicious. played pool. went to the arcade and watch bride wars. :DD went home. chat with tanu, ssean and all. (awww. tanu! jgnlah emo sangat!) 2nd feb. met up with hong :) ate breakfast/lunch/dinner together. :D was doing my hair, and he waited for me for a few hours. ahaha. ONCE AGAIN! SORRY yeah. ahaha. lol. later on, ate dinner at imbi palace. came home at 12. zzzz. and then! at 4o'clock. ANNABEL CALLED! ermm. annabel? who calls at 4o'clock in the morning! -.- (erm, yeah! thats what i meant in my previous post. only ANNABEL KOK KENG YEN does all these weird lil things) 3rd FEB! TODAY! 3rd feb. which is TODAY! i didnt go to school today :DD woke up at 12.30pm. and at 3.10 tanu made me call her. and when i did. heard annabel's voice TALK! ING! LIKE! THIS! -.- talked awhile. and followed my aunt for a massage. and here i writing what i did. :DD `crystal maiden :D

blood is thicker then water.

2009-02-01T10:55:00.002+08:00
soo. 2009 started with many arguments. break ups. many ups and downs. dont know who to trust. lil mini tiny lil fights with angel. (cause she jealous of someone) haha. lol. erm. yeahh. but i guess. after cny, things really change :D loong yuen hong. this year. started really shaky, there were many break ups and arguments and stuff. arguing everyday and night got me really tired. and made me not want this relationship anymore. but after we "broke up", i still got jealous listening to you talk about THAT hot chick. haha. and you didnt even know her name. and stuff like that. so now that we're back together AGAIN. :D hope things will change for the better. right? hmm. and plus! u're damn funny. talking about that girl, and making stories up to make me jealous! ahah. you're so funny. ily. :DD theres this girl. whom i met 10 years ago. since that day i met her. i never failed to argue 24/7 with her. :/ ahah. BUT! this year.. we finally agreed to out things aside and be FRIENDS. :D ahha. GERMAINE LEONG XIAO XUAN! im talking about you. ANGEL LEE WEI HUI! ahah. since you went to cempaka cheras. you've changed so much. ur dressing and all. BUT! ahah. you're still the WEIRD ANGEL LEE i've known :) ahah. TANUSIA! AN!NA!BEL! ahha. tanuuuuu! lol. i never fail to laugh when we talk on the phone. and you talking about. someone which i cannot mention :DD ahha. BUT ANYWAY! its so funny. when you get nervous, and start talking really fast. aahah. u're like... a mood swing machine. err? dont know what am i saying.. but ur mood changes like.. from one second to another. ahaha! and AN! NA! BEL! ahah. you say that this year. you dont really talk much. but err. i think u're still the same old you :DD ahaha. lol. you and ur weird lil things that only ANNABEL KOK KENG YEN can thnk of. the friendship anthem and all. ahah. FUNNY :/ and btw! im starting to like ur phone! erm. except the part it doesnt have a memory card, and the same song keeps playing again, and again, and AG!AIN! -.- hm. OKAY! i'll be posting bout my holidays LATER! when i come back from mid valley. :DD buhbyee! before tanu kills me. i GOT! TA! GOOO! `crystal maiden :D HE! HE! HE!

a day with the form4 clowns.

2009-01-25T14:01:00.002+08:00
ahha. YESTERDAY! i was in mid valley with arthur, chee weng, sean, and ivan. ahaha. lol? and zao, meeyee and candy was there. played pool. watched a movie. played pool again. and yeahh. then! we BUMPED into glenn and gang like more then 10 of them i thinkk. and BEN LIM! wheepee. he cut his hair! :( what laa you BEN! and err. yeah, whats with all you guys cutting ur hair. ahha! KENTON IS BALD! :D lol. erm. and angel was there too. but i didnt BUMP into her. saw many people yesterday. LOL. :DD `cm.

tagged! leilei <33

2009-01-25T13:53:00.002+08:00
Honestly, are you in love right now? uhm. not rreallyy. Honestly, what's going on in your mind right now? DIET! Honestly, what are you doing right now? drinking diet coke. :D Honestly,what you did today? i havent done anything. but i'll be going mv with hong later. and THAILAND HERE I COME! AGAIN! Honestly, do you think you are attractive? yeah! if my hair was longer, if i was skinnier, and if my legs was smaller. Honestly, have you done something bad today? erm. NO :D Honestly, do you watch disney channel? lol. if i said yes, will anyone be laughing? YES YES AND YES! :)) Honestly, are you jealous on someone now? erm. maybe. Honestly, what makes you happy all the time? FOOODD! Honestly, what do you want to see at this very moment? me in a HUGE shopping mall. :D Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? yeahh. :D Honestly, do you hate someone right now? after friday, i learned to forgive and forget. and forget about everything, and be HAPPY! Honestly, who do you wanna hug right now? TAANUU! omg. she was so excited yesterday, i wanted to just hug her. and then SLAP HER REALLY HARD! Honestly, do your wrist hurt? err. not really? whats with this random question? Honestly, are you in denial? hehe? Honestly, is it easier to talk in Myspace than in person? in person. :D Honestly, does anyone like you? lol? maybe? maybe not? Honestly, is it going anywhere with them? nopee. Honestly, do you answer this question correctly? YEAH! obviously. haha. people i tag :D emily. yeuu. jasmine. :D

WHEE SANNG!

2009-01-23T20:38:00.002+08:00
lol. its supposed to be YEE SANG. but suelyn was too excited til she said WHEE SANG! haha. cute right? okay! so today. all the form5 girls had yee sang. and we made LOTS of NOISE. till ms nicole actually came down and asked us to keep quiet. but ohwell. today was really fun. we joined 4 tables together. and all of us sat together. leaving all the fights and all behind. and have a HAPPY CNY! so yeah. and tanu was damn quiet. every 5 secs she goes like "er. am i suppose to put it in now?" or "are we suppose to mix the thing now?". lol. its her first time. ahah. so yeah. we mixed the yee sang. and fed everyone. INCLUDING ms nicole. saying the so called our "friendship speech". hm. i sat with mei jing and tanu. sitting together, mixing the yee sang thingy. for PROSPERITY and FRIENDSHIP. well, today everyone really bond with everyone. well, thats a good thing right? chermaine, meijing, tanusia, sarah, caryn, annabel, amanda, suelyn, wengyee, alicia, yue wern, rachel hee, zaozao, mee yee, sook yeen, candy, joanna, joe yee, felicia, kimberly, germaine, and channie manniee. lol? hm. well hope today goes on for the rest of the year. that we all will bond for the whole year. and not JUST for today :D ahaha. oh yea. btw. annabel made a FRIENDSHIP ANTHEM and a "ikrar" thingy. maka kami, kawan setia, berkawan karib. selama-lamanyaa... blablabla? lol. was laughing my head off. OMG! er. btw. we YUMM SENG with bananas. cause there was no drinks. lol? yeah. we really did. today was fun fun FUN! <<333. `cm.

me?

2009-01-10T18:35:00.000+08:00
im not causing any arguments. its just you. `cm.

haha! cm&cm. :DD

2009-01-07T18:43:00.002+08:00
remember i said theres a new girl? LOL. im starting to bond with her already! plus! im CM and she's CM too! LOL. and yeah yeah yeahh! people(the form4's) cant stop calling me eva chan. -.-not all the form4's lah. but.. YOU KNOW! those sean and all. HAHHA! FUNNY? NO!! seriously OKAY! not funny. everyone is saying A girl looks like me. and I DONT THINK SO! i counted, like? more then 20 people says i look like that girl. LOL? i shall take a pic and upload it SOMETIME when im free enough to take a picture of eva chow? or eva something. lol. and HONG! you better NOT say i look like her. i'll KIILLL youu! :) okay okayy! back to the new girl. her name is chow mee yee. and she's from sri garden. involved in sports. and somehow! i can see she LOOOVESSS pink. like ME :D yeahh. ohwell. my 2nd angel lee :) (btw, WOW! kengyen! you and her have LOTS of things in common-.- LOL) thats what that girl things lah. OKAY! gtg. tones of homework :D tata! `xoxo <33 cy em.

mood : huh? what the? really? why?

2009-01-05T22:35:00.003+08:00
so yaa. first day of school. no angel, no yh by my side today. was it fun? no way! what did you do today? walk around like an idiot. regret being in this school? err. DUH? any new students? lol. yeah! new student in my class. mee yee :) *a 2nd angel to me* errm yeah! there was lots of new students. 50 plus. if im not mistaken. theres was a emily leong lookalike, a dennis the mennis looking girl, a guy who looks like eeman/jasonyap, a guy who look like vincent and hau en. LOL! andd! yeah. lots of ... TINY people. like.. SUUUPER SHORT! im short. but they're short-ER! what did you do? study. study, and study? finished history chapter 1 and maths and some science. any homework? yea. science and maths. cute guys? lol. funny looking people! HAHHA! overall? school sucks! but yeah? thats a typical teenage life right? :) `pissed lil me. whatevs!

err? is school starting tommorow?

2009-01-04T22:43:00.002+08:00
omg. YEAH! what the hell lah! WHY DIDNT ANYONE TELL ME SCHOOL WAS STARTING TOMMOROW! stooopid! the same old bimbootic chanmann-.- did you know! i never knew school starts tommorow until ms.kok told me! omg! if you didnt call me that night i would have been absent until i realise school started already -.- WHAT THE HELL! ish. GREAT! what a great/perfect/marvelous 2009! i get to have a "wonderful" schooling life without my bestie and my boyfriend FOR THE FIRST TIME! funny. i dont have a BESTFRIEND in my OWN SCHOOOL anymore. happy happy me =.= wth! its the 4th of january now, i havent spoken to my dad since 4 days ago. yea yea yea! i know what you people are thinking. "what the hell? she? not talking to her own dad? what a rebelious daughter". you know what? SCREW IT. im not gonna talk to him till i FORGIVE him. my life is already crappy enough. i dont need another CHAN to ruin it for me. thats all for now. i'll blog when im feeling better. `bla bla bla. buhbyee.

` ahah?

2009-01-02T13:25:00.002+08:00
Hi, my name is: chanmann. but you can call me: mann. (but i still dont get why people call me 'chan'. its like calling annabel "hey KOK!" or calling suelyn "hey TING!" ahh, you get what i mean :DD Never in my life have I: kissed a girl. and i wont like it. The one person who can drive me nuts is: honnggy! My high school is: a goddaamn place i cant wait to get out of. When I’m nervous: i talk realllyy fast :/ The last song I listened to was: aly&aj. something more. If I were to get married right now it would be to: ahha. who else? My hair: needs extentions. When I was 4: my mum left me. Last Christmas: was spent with my dad. :) I should be: taller and more slim! When I look down I see: my phone :) The happiest recent moment was: when i got embarrassed in chilis. :) and random people singing me a birthday song. If I were a character on ‘Friends’: phoebe. HAHA! I have a hard time understanding: christianity. There are these girls: who makes me laugh. LOL. If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: YOU! I want to buy: a puppy :D Where do you plan to go during Chinese New Year: stay at home and wait for all my relatives to come and give me $$ che chingg! If you spent the night at my house: you'll watch movies, eat ALOOT! and never sleeep. :/ (or maybe JUST awhile.) The world could do better without: the mats and the LAYS! Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: 2 pair of heals. :D Most recent thing someone else bought me: was a cute pair of heals :D ahah, thanks hong! My middle name is: kathrymarie. In the morning I: never fail to wake up at 10. Last night I: had dinner at imbi palace. There’s this guy I know: whom i love very much! If I was an animal I’d be a: a snake. cause its sexyy! A better name for me would be: ch'neille :D Tomorrow I am: gonna SHOP! Tonight I am: watch movies, eat. then SLEEEEP! My birthday is: on the 31st december. i seriously have nothing better to do :DDDD `chanmann.

sayonaraaaa 2008. and HELLO 2009!

2009-01-01T17:27:00.002+08:00
happy new year. well, yesterday. i celebrated my birthday at klcc. he baked me a cake and it was reallyy nice to look at. erm. tasted yummy too. and yess! hong embarrassed me in chilis. -.- everyone was looking at me thanks to hong. after that, met up with sueann, and few others. and her friend named Queenie. yeah. long story after that. didnt like it yesterday, cause it was more of a teary countdown then being all jolly and stuff. saw people with their head bleeding. people breaking glasses. fights and all, and all the ******ing. stupid malays. you spoiled my day. i shall forget about the malay thingy and be happy. `btw, SUELYN! you loook damnn HHOOOTTT yesterday. stupid girl! and also to those people who wished me happy birthday. A BIG THANKS TO YOU! those midnight messages, those wishes in msn, the comments in friendster, the midnight calls from you people, and hilaryduff sweet sixteen from 3 of you(haha), and those morning calls starting from 7am really touched me. i didnt have enough sleep tho, cause everytime im about to sleep. someone calls or sms me. -.- LOL! okayy. my point is, IM SO GRATEFUL. THANK YOU! :) anywayy, lots of people asked me why i never have a party this yearr. i didnt give you guys an answer. its cause i spent my birthday with hong, BASICLY its cause theres no other person i wanna spend my birthday with then spending it with him. thanks for everything lyh. `cy em.

omg. IM FINALLY 16

2008-12-31T11:27:00.002+08:00
you know how long i waited. -.- seeing everybody else birthday pass by. GOSH! anywayy! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN YAP!! happy always and have a blessed birthday! will update more, TOMMOROW! gotta rruunnnn! cause i REEEAALLYY dont know what has yh planned for me. `see yah! ahah. <33 cy ems.

credits to faith. HAHA

2008-12-30T11:03:00.004+08:00
okay okayy. was looking at faith's profile just now. to check whether she did the tag or not. and i saw this... erm.. *thing* which i never seen before. BUT i still remember. HAHA! lol. so yeahh! looking at THAT photo reminded me when i slept over at aaron/faith's house last time. and i faith thought i was her bloster and she kept hugging me. and i will keep staring at her thinking "why is she hugging me". ohwell, at least i slept with a big HUG! :) ahahha. am i embarrassing you, faith? yeah! and we woke up really early to go to church and aunty rachel will dress us up and tie our hair the same hairstyle and all. LOL! getting all doll*ed up. HAVE A LOOK! ahaha. danielle, the big head, faith, and nikole. (i know i know. my big head) ahah. the other two guys. AARON CHONG and SEAN! ahaha. FUNNY? and also! we use to swim swim swim till our legs had blisters all over -.- AHAH! `till then. :) `chanmann.

lets partaayy!

2008-12-27T21:49:00.001+08:00
aaron. can annabel and i decide who to call please?

2008-12-27T12:51:00.002+08:00
25th dec. at ONEpm.went to pavilion with angel :DD bought the same shirt as hers. mine is blue and hers is purple. THEN. we bought ourselfs a shortpants. bought lots of jewellery, and we bought friendship necklace. AHAH! stupid necklace was rm49.90 for one frikkin necklace. OKAY! nevermind. ahha. mhmm. then we bought tickets for beverly hills chihuahua but they delayed it for 45mins. so i got so pissed i asked for my money backk. and everyone else did the same too! :) ate dinner at a restaurant and then at imbi palace. reached home at 11pluss. 26th dec. THE GANG IS BACK! - CHANMANN. - SUEANN. - GABIE. - STEVEN. - EDWARD but we're missing khum eu. :( we went to mid valley. gabe and i went to visit jasonkhoo for awhile since someone made me angry :/ then after that we played pool and watch YES MAN! again-.- ahhahah! movie ended around? 7 plus. and yuennie came. he came with his cousins. so we played pool. AGAIN. yuenhong&cousin VS gabe&steven. hong's cousin bought the wrong time tickets for ipman. he wanetd to buy the one at 9.35 but the couz bought the one for 8.50. and during that time. it was alreadyy 9.00!! so gabe and i went down the counter and change the tickets. we had a HARD time. :/ cm: hey, can we change the tickets? cause our friend bought the tickets fot the wrong time. lady: NO!! cm: :( pls? lady: SO! RRY! MISS! NOOO. gabe: good evening miss. would you pls help us change the tickets. (in a flirting way) lady: (awwww) hold on yeahh? i'll ask my manager. waiting waiting waitingg... we could change the tickets alreadyy. THEN! GABB had to continue with his flirting nonsense. gab: sorry to bother you miss. whats ur name? (hand shake) lady: my name is PRETTY! hahahah. OMG OMG OMG her name is actually PRITTI. indian woman. funny lil woman! aahha. (nevermind if you dont get it) after that steven drove us to look out point. the view was sooo gorgeous. we ate dinner there. i wanna go there again! so sad noone brought a camera :( we could see everything on top of that hill. gosh. *honghong, bring me there pls?* :DD dinner ended. and saw bry and his gf. awww! so sweeet. ahhaa. sue and i was yelling his name like mad monkeys! okay SKIP SKIP! i reached home at ONE. <33. finally could hang out with you guys! aahaha. `chanmann.

tagged by jasmine :) (she's killing me by giving me this tag) -.-

2008-12-26T11:26:00.005+08:00
01. What have you been doing recently? eating. ALOT. 02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off? yeah. when im pissed at someone. 03.What had happened at 10.00 am today? my genie texted me :DD 04. When did you last cry? last night. 05. Believe in fate/destiny? destiny. 06. What do you want in your life right now? a better life. 07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains,or just put up your hood? none :) i just run in the rain. isnt that what everyone does? 08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed? my comfy pillow. 09. What bottom are you wearing now? furry slippers and polka dot pjs. 10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say? ily. 11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated? no. 12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone? nail polish. :) 13. What was the last movie you caught? YES MAN! 14. What are you proud of? that he pierced he's ears? when i pulled him to the shop and dared him. 15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says? from angel :i love you bestie. :) 16. What was the last song you sang out loud? stage fright. noone has ever heard me sing. soo? skip this part? 17. Do you have any nicknames? mannie. mann. uglypots. strawberryhead. i HAD one which was BIMBO! lucky you guys dont call me that anymore -.- 18. What does you last received text message say? private and confidential. sorry:D 19. What time did you go to bed last night? 2.30 20. Are you currently happy? no. 21. Who gives you best advice? EUGENE LOW HONG JOOO! 22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can? err. not reallyy. 23. Who did you talk on phone last night? hongg. 24.Is anyone bugging you right now? nope. hahs 25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh? angel. LOL. 26. Do you wear toe socks? cute. but i never had one before. 27. Who was the last person you missed a call from? yuenhong. 28.Have you ever had your heartbroken? yes. lots of times already. 29. What annoys you most in a person? LOONG YUEN HONG! urgh. he purposely annoys me for NO good reason. 30. Do you have a crush on anyone? not now. :) 31. Have you ever done cocaine? i dont bother even trying it. What is the colour of your room? creamy beige. 33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar? i wish i could. but nah! i wont. 34. Do you believe in the saying of:talk is cheap? yeah. i always did. 35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed? me, myself. and i? 36. Who was the last person to hug you? renee. 37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed? lol. 38. Do you have a life? if i didnt, i wont be writing this REALLY LONG TAG WHICH THANKS TO JASMINE GAVE ME -.- 39. Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't die? huh? whaaat? 40. What is the reason behind your profile song? i dont have a profile song. 41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream? myself. 42. Last time you smiled? :) 43. Have you changed this year? yeah. cut my hair short. 44. What are you listening right now? pcd. out of this club. 45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this? angel :) 46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed? open. -.- 47. Is there a quote you live by? not reallyy. 48. Do you want someone you cannot have? not really. 49. Have you ever played an instrument? violin. :) 50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week? giving a stupid idea to des and annabel in the msn conver. 51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm? talking to aaron chong. hong. sueann gabie. AND THE PERSON WHO TAGGED ME :) 52. Are you happy with your love life right now? im happy i have him. 53. What song best describe your love life? breathless. it doesnt describe him. but everytime i hear that song. it reminds me of him. 54. Does the person know that you like him/her? yeah. 55. Who always make you laugh? friends. 56. Do you speak other language other than English? cantonese. and bm. Favourite website? youtube? 58. What's your middle/last name? marion.kathrymariechanmann? 59. What are you doing tomorrow? going out. 60. What do you think you are like? i dont get this question. 61. Who will you choose to die with? noone. i rather die myself. 62. Where have you been today? going out soon. 63. What game do you play often? meetoto. lol 64. Who are you missing right now? lots and lots. 65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose? both. cause they both mean alot to me. 66. What are you doing right now? drinking water. 67. Which primary school are you from? i forgot. err? jason kong help me? sean joel? help me. 68. Name 3 colours that you like? pink. purple. apple green. (lol. jasmine! i have something incommon with you) ahah. 69. What emotion you like to show? :DD 70. What is your life to you? ... 71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do eat, eat. and EEAAT. 72. Who did you last chat in msn today? i was offline. 73. Who do you admire most i love adriana lima's looks. 74. Which month are you born in? december. 75. How are you feeling right now? annoyed. ONCE again. 76. What is the time now? 11.57am 77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is? i've to get to know her better :) 78. What colour did you use to dye hair? red. 79. Why are you doing this tag? because i got tagged. 80. What do you do when you're moody? yell. 81. At which age you wish to get married? 27. 82. Who is more important to you? my dad, and hong. 83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do? eat all i can. 84. Who is the person you trust the most? myself. 85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain? er? what kind of random queston is this? 86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be? modeling. cause i've done advertising already :) but modeling will never happen. HAHA! who am i kidding? LOL 87. What is your goal for this year? to have a happy year. 88. Do you believe in eternity love? erm. yeahh. 89. What feeling do have to him/her you love most? i love him. 90. Do you really think it's global warming now? yeaps! 91. What feeling do you hate the most? this feeling. 92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? i guess so. 93. Do you believe in God? YES 94. Who cares for you most? dad. 95. What do you think is the most important thing in you life? dont know. 96. What will you bring when you fight? myselff. 97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life? being in smss. 98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you? :( 99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you? leave him. 100. How do you feel now? ancious. :) people i tag. HANNAH. YUENHONG. XINLEI. CASSIE. SONGYEU. HAHA!

sawadeeka :D

2008-12-24T12:10:00.009+08:00
came back from thailand already :) im sooo soo so so happy i wont have to see prostitutes poll dancing or lap dancing or whatever you call that. and, dont have to see topless woman anymore. :D so yeah! had a blast there with my family. but i didnt take any pictures there. cause i went there lots of times already. so! this is what a basicly did everyday. 9.30am - eat breakfast. 10.00am- walk to the beach (its just opposite the road.) 10.05am- sun bath. 12.00pm- eat. 12.30pm- swim. :) shop. sun bath. 7pm - ate dinner. 11pm - sleeeeeeeepp! we stayed in the family suite. so the bad was REAALLLYY comfy. it was like. 1.5k a night-.- BUT ANYWAY! the room had 2 tv. a ps2. and dvd player. with lots od dvd's and games. now, i look like a fry chicken. GOOD FOR ME. :( bthe kiddy room :) it looks small. but its more comfortable then the adult bed. the adult room. :D ***** the pool. its actually half of it. my camera was too small to take the whole pool. my lil cousin. :DD *she bought that dress to match mine. so cute! HAH! loong yuen hong. you owe me lunch :D SEE! I DARE TO POST THIS UP! so yeah! buhbyee! merrry merry xmass y'all. :DD LOVES. chanmann.

tagged by jasmine :D

2008-12-24T11:55:00.003+08:00
people i tag. esther. braandbird. vinlei. faith. Each blogger must post these rules. blogger must being with ten facts about them. other bloggers who are tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves. you must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.it is essential that a tag is left at their tag boards, letting them know about the award they've received. One- i LOVE pink. but im not girly. *only SOMETIMES. Two- my medicure and pedicure dont match me. Three- i want hair extentions so badly but i dont have rm1.7k to do it. Four- i still think loong yuen hong is a pig. Five- i can spen 50 bucks in a frikin pm just buying FOOD. Six- im fat. and im dealing with it. Seven- 7 is my favourite number. Eight- he never regreted cheating on you cause he's happier with me. Nine- my jeans are only rm200plus. and hongs jeans are like? 2k. (i dont feel like a girl when im with you) Ten- i need more clothes! :DD

:)

2008-12-18T22:16:00.003+08:00
yeap yeap yeap! another day at mid valley with him again :) this time. we didnt cam whore. ahah! but im gonna upload some pics we took yesterday at the playground. :DD HAPPY! watched yes man today! and yeahh, saw aaron heng and mr nigel. and hong and i was kinda avoiding them the whole time in mv. cause everywhere we went. we saw them. kindaaa creepy! ahah. well, i kinda fell in love with this ballet kinda shoe. should i buy it? hongg? yes? or no? hmm. things i need to get. 1. a beige kinda slipper. the ones which everybody has accept me. you know? THAT one? urgh. whatever. ahah! damn hard to find. 2. a black christmas dress and another birthday dress. :) 3. a toy poodle or a shih tzu. (my my grandma says that a chow chow is cuter.. so??) 4. christmas prezzies for children church. 5. ****** for loong yuen hong :) 6. that black heals i saw and tried on like a zillion times. 7. another mng shades. 8. pink laptop :) yeah! 9. that purple iphone. URGH! its frikin limited edition. 10. urgh. i just need a medicure. :(so yeah! :) HAAPPPY HOLLSS PEOPLE. off to thailand tommorow. gonna miss youu hongies. lotsoflovess. `cyy ems.

what a day.

2008-12-17T13:50:00.003+08:00
hm. so yesterday rightt. i was kinda emo due to some issues. soo, i was siting by the roadside in sri petaling. and i saw a cute lil puppy, DEAD in the middle of the road. there was blood dripping from his mouth. yeah, i wanted to do something about it. but it was covered with blood. i was watching, and one young dude came over. looked at me, looked at the dead dog. he picked up that blooody dog and put him aside. soo, yeah. my point is not many youngsters are like that these days. so yeah! whoever you are, the person who carried that doggiee. CREDITS for you. :) and also! for those who "kena-ed" that lala boi nonsence in your blog. just dont bother. cause, agent chanmann. and agent annabel has made some investigation, and we have already have clues for suspect 1513248. to know more about this "person" stay tune to www.sweetcm.blogspot.com further information will be told to you soon. and we already know who it is. so yeah! :) be nice to me if you wanna know. hahaha lovess! channyy manniee. <3

2008-12-15T13:41:00.002+08:00
i dont know when. i dont know how. i dont know why. anyway. happy birthday ku che i love you my most awesome and youngest ku che ever :) `cm. i look forward to each new day, but somehow. i just dont anymore.

awesomee:)

2008-12-14T20:25:00.003+08:00
went to the curve/ikano/cinelesure. it was FUUNN! ate yummmy thai food. when i was there. i kinda remembered the times when khum eu ate his thai laksa till his whole face was sweating. ahah. ITS SUUUPER SPICAY! gabe cam whoring everywhere he went. steven being the same old steven walking everywhere. sueann making fun of khum eu. HAHA. why must you people be SO old! -.- khum eu! u're always in college. sueann. u're always busy -.- GABIE! u're always freee when im busy. and STEVEN. you're always in aussie. its the 14th of december now. and we havent hang out together yet. =.= school is starting soon. so little time left :( till then. mannie.

presenting... bra AND birdy.

2008-12-14T01:07:00.004+08:00
btw. im not stupid bry. go read braandbird's bloggy:) and the DO YOU THINK WE'RE COOL PART. press NO! (im being a good girl by promoting ur blog) ARE YOU HAPPY NOW! you better appreciate me. ` cyy em. ps. henry, ur ball is still in my house-.-

2008-12-12T20:59:00.015+08:00
slept over at my uncle's house :) its a bird, its a plane! oh no. thats just. ME:) argh! tempted -.- _________________________________________________ i finally could : spend time with you again. venue: mid valley :) we ate lunch at mcd's. was gonna visit jason, but in the end. he came to mcd's. soo. we played abit of pool. then jason went back to work. AWWW! SO SAD. then we watched.. this.. moviee was awesome. g.r.e.a.t :) walked around, looked at shoes, went to mng for a while. 50% sale! :)but... i didnt buy anything. haha. so yeah. when we passed by tony roma's. GUESS WHAT WE SAW. ahaha! alrightey, look closely at the pic. happy "ew" year to HER. camwhored abit :) the shoess. :) we always wear the same thing somehow without even planning. _________________________________________________________________ R.A.N.D.O.M =) ' was walking around sri petaling few days ago with yuenhong. at jalan sri petaling 2. and saw this potted EGG plant. its like.. aloe vera plants. with egg shells on top. it looks just like her right yuennie? yeah, hong and i laughed like crazy thinking about how similar she and that potted egg plant look like. a head like an egg. and a body to match it. till then. :) ♥chanmann. s w e e t. a s. h o n e y.

time passes by fast.

2008-12-11T14:52:00.004+08:00
lookie up there! happy birthday angel lee wei hui :) its your sweet sixteenth :) hope u're having fun as always. its already two years knowing you. ha ha. and you've grown more mature. compare to last time. last time you always think of spending money and stuff. but now, all you think about is working. you used to NOT study at all, and now. you're studying almost everyday and its holiday NOW. and u're studying-.- weird. OHWELL. i havent really been hanging out with you since the last day of school. close to one month not shopping with you already. but i think we will spend lots of time together:) when you're NOT working anymore. hmm. i shall delay ur birthday gift for now yeah! ahah. lotsalove. <33's angellyy. btw,you act all innocent and stuff. but all you did was take your clothes of when u were with him. thats like EW! NO! GROSS! gosh, if you wanna act all innocent. DONT. it doesnt work. wished i could understand you more. HA HA! im just kidding. like i would actually want to. anyway, cant wait to hear ur ew! noO! again. and also, dont ask him why he cheated on you. you should know yourself that you're not good enough for him. enough said. cm. l o t s o f l o v e :)

tagged by xinlei

2008-12-11T12:02:00.008+08:00
Name: m. kathrymarie chanmann. (the "m") is private. not many people know) Nickname: mannie Marital status: in a relationship?Zodiac Sign: Gender: female. Age: 15 going 16 Piercings: 9. but 5 closed :o Right or left: rightey!Are you a freak: Hair: brownish, reddish. Allergic: lets just say im healthy :) What are you doing now: yawning. What will you do 1 hour later: watch house bunny. :) What will you do 10 years later: be a professional artist Live with mother/father/parents: daddy. Siblings(including you): me, me. and ME :D Love/hate your family: love. dad only. THE LOVE You found your another half: erm. i guess so? If yes, who is he/she: a guy? Did anything wrong to your other half: yeaps! *sometimes* what was/were the wrong(s) you had done: ate his food while he wasnt looking IF that counts Ever argued with your other half: duh?! and everytime we argue, our relationship keeps getting better. You have been with your other half since: 22nd april. Are you straight/Lesbo: err. what do you think? Reasons you love your other half: cause we've gone through many things together. You and your other half are in which stage: the first stage:) Ever think of marrying him/her: i'll think about that in 12 years later:) THE FRIENDS Your first best friend: ANGEL (well, if its 5 years ago :) it will be suelyn Your first enemy: *ahems* *coughs* chokes! LIKE! EW. NO! The friend you love the most: angel bestie. ITS HER BIRTHDAY TODAY:) Your most beautiful girl friend: ... Your most handsome: ... The kind of girl/woman you hate the most:e guy friend: the ones like her. The kind of boy/man you hate the most: lots. and lots. Have you ever fallen in love with your close friend before: yeah. Your best friend is your ex-lover: nope. :) If your friend betrays you: happened before, and i didnt talk to her. If your friend woos your lover: happened before too. and he came back to me in the end. If your friend falls in love with you: lol. happened before. If you fall in love with your best friend: err. i'll be a lesbo. not gonna happen. Lip or eyes: the way he is :) Hugs or kisses: a big big hug:) Shorter or taller: taller. Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous of course:) Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach. HAHA! yuenhong. GO TO THE GYM. Listener or talker: talker. Romantic or rich: romantic of course. money cant buy you love. Good wife or Good mother: both :) THE FUTURE Age to get married: 27. my favourite number. Numbers of kid(s): 7. if i can handle. Career: artist. Salary: i'll be happy with whatever i get. Retirement age: 50. Wishes: lots. people i tag. benjiz:) jasmine. nataliee. hannah. annabel. gabie. steven. sueann. suelyn. esther.

countdown time? maybe.

2008-12-10T13:47:00.004+08:00
yeapyy deee dooo! i have exactly 25 more days to have fun. and then i'll be going back to school already. its like.. holidays just started and now its ending. yeah, and the times when i wont be having my bestie in the same school as me. loong yuen hong isnt gonna be with me. im gonna be soo lonely! someone HEEELPP. gonna have a fat ass in the same class with me. gonna have "fake people" around me. gonna have LIKE! EW! NO! there. gosh. its gonna be HELL without you two. :( ANGEL LEE WEI HUI LaH!! WHO ASK YOU GO SRI CEMPAKA! i shall chill :) 21 more days till my birthday. sweeeet sixteen here i come! EUGENE LOW HONG JOO! i'll be expecting a really long text from you. since you DIDNT GO SUNWAY TODAY. and MADE ME STAY HOME and BORE MYSELF TO DEATH. thanks to YOU, this special SOMEONE who is I DONT KNOW DOING WHAT, who should be CALLING ME BY NOW isnt CALLING ME! -.- angel lee wei hui, im expectng a long text from you too. LOONG YUEN HONG! im expecting the "birthday" suprise. to BUKIT BINTANG. something something something candle light dinner BLA BLA BLA! im expecting that. hmm. still thinking whether i should celebrate or not. SUGGESTIONS ANYONE? OHYEAH! happy birthday cheng lou. happy sweeeeeeeet sixteen. and LOOOKIEEE what tommorow is :) my besties birthday. btw, sorry i didnt come for ur lil birthday thing today. ur gang and ME. DONT really click. sorry!! anyway, lets celebrate TOMMOROW :) on your ACTUAL birthday :) see how sweet i am? thank you thank you. i bet you're saying awwwww. hmm.3 more days till i go to church and SUFFER from ANGER. hannah banana u know what i mean. a few more days till yuen hong gets his driving licence and drive me everywhere i want. waking up in the morning taking me to eat breakfast and fetching me to school. and after work, he fetches me home from school, takes me dinner. shopping. can wait till you start working. then YOU can take me to dress shopping. and i'll try on dresses and you pick which is the nicest:) ahha. btw, i havent wore the black dress YET. OKAY! i shall continue my blogging nonsence tommorow:) xoxo, chanmann.

AN! NIE! BELLS! YOU! BET! ER! BE! LAUGH! ING!

2008-12-10T12:53:00.007+08:00
sorry AN! NA! BEL! i just had to upload it. LOL. its FUNNY OK. like! ew. NO! dont! eat! my! moth! er! a! mouse! on! a! mouse! how! cute! huh! *hey people, sorry if u dont understand what am i posting. ahah. i shall post somethings more understandable the next post yeah! ahaha. chan! mann! says.. sor! ry! an! nie! i! just! had! to! post! this! up! too! HA! HA! :)

a day with them, again.

2008-12-09T18:39:00.002+08:00
went to kids gym with my baby cousins today :) ahaha. and renee punched me when i was protecting her lil brother. *note to self: never ever have kids in the future. ate siu loong pau or whatever u call that in gardens with my aunt and uncle. *they are the young type* -.- walked around. and saw jason khoo work. HA HA HA. damn funny. starting from today he's OFFICIALLY blind. :) so then i called yuennie. and YEAPIES! he passed his driving test. yuen hong's plan --> my birthday, drive me "somewhere". --> save money, cause my "birthday present" cost alot. --> dont go out so often. (puhhhleasee! like that will happen) --> take me for a "romantic" dinner :) candle light? OHYEAH! loong yuen hong. im hoping for a pink poodle :) i changed my mind. i dont like suprises anymore. soo. err? pink poodle? I WISH!!! *smacks myself on the head* im just saying that. i didnt really do that :D OH! KAY! once again. im talking too much :) BUH! BYE! THEN! SEE! YOU! xoxo, `manniee.

well...

2008-12-08T18:46:00.003+08:00
all i want for my birthday is.. loong yuenhongg :) WINKS WINKS. SMILES?

hahs. LAUGH OUT LOUD will ya?

2008-12-08T18:27:00.003+08:00
hm. well i notices WHEN! I! TALK! LIKE! THIS! in church. people call me hyper. and i only can talk like that when im with AN! NA! BEL! okayy. you people must be thinking "chanmann is being weird. A! GAIN!" ahahaha! NO. im not. ohwell. or maybe i am? or not? ohwell. whatever u people think. chanmann is the bimboest bimbo you can ever find in this bimbotic planet. oh LOOKIE ---> my bestfriend.

disturbia.

2008-12-07T23:16:00.003+08:00
dum dum dee dumm dum. so yeah. havent really been sleeping early these few days. the earliest i slept was 2 :( thats NOT that good. mhmm. well. last night, was a really tough night for me. had a lil argue with my ugly yuennie. but everything is fine now :) wanna know why? HA ha! cause im a understanding gf. SOMETIMES. so yeah. he hang up, and i was sitting in the corner at 1.45am all by myself thinking bout lots of stuff. and i teared abit too. sigh. when i was about the fall asleep.....my phone rang. YEAPIES! i was like "yay! yuennie is calling" and when i checked my phone =.= JASON KHOO!!!! funny, picked up. talk for awhile and slept. woke up at 12 plus :) and my eye was all swollen. err, dont wanna talk about how bad it was. btw, hong hong FAILED his driving test. WOOOHOOO! no need to sit and wait for u to finish ur seminar anymore. :) no more studying, no more waiting for u to read that lousy driving teaching stupid whatever u call that thick book. YAYYY! i know u're emo and all. but HAHA! im happy that u failed. :) someone's gonna teman me to take driving licence. no need to take it by myself. yeapiess! ew. they're treating u like a gigolo. GROSS. you know what i mean. ps, iloveyousilly. till then! LOVESS `c h a n m a n n.

phew.

2008-12-06T18:30:00.006+08:00
rlyh. and mkcm. whee! yeapiees. went to mid valley with him again. few days ago :) hmm, went to eat chillies. and saw him stuffed the whole burger in his mouth. AHAH. funny. took pictures with all those weird christmas clowns. ps, CHRISTMAS? and CLOWNS? what has christmas gotta do with clowns? someone explain pls? or maybe they arent clowns? OKAY! anyway. i dont care. so yeah. did lots of stuff there. played in the kiddy arcade again. THATS ALL. DECEMBER 5TH. went to play pool ystrday with yuenhong. :) never got tired of seeing ur ugly face. KIDDING kay? hmm.saw mr daniel in mcd's. yeah?! weird. ANYWAY. chanmann vs yuenhong. 2/1 that was the score :) went to pm. and ate out favourite food. haha. lol. dont wanna say it. met angel later on, watched abit of gem of life, and went back home. and he fell asleep again. TODAY!! woke up at 11 plus. and HE woke up at 2pm. btw, he slept at 10.30 yesterday. we talked for awhile. AND THEN he fell asleep again. and now im blogging cause im bored cause HE! a.k.a LOONG YUEN HONG is still sleeping. G.I.P (spell that backwards.) okay okay. gotta wake him up. so yeah! byee! till then. tata! :) `he calls me harney barney. random much?

tan yan yyyinnn!

2008-12-03T00:20:00.002+08:00
my HOT babe! yan yinnnnn! happpy birthday :)(althought is was 30 mins ago) :) HEY YAA yinny! u're growing up so fast. (im talking as thought im like? 20 years older then you. HA HA! -.- ) anyway! continuessss. thanks for being my friend:) hahah! i knew since i was 7 and you were 6 years old. its been a long time knowing you. ahhaha. i miss you like crazy now. miss those times when i walked down to ur house and have sleepovers and play with ur "barbie dolls" and makes those lil heart shape bread with strawberry jam. LOL, if you remember. ahah! and also, the time when we take baths together in the jacuzzi and go for swimming and stuff like that. ahha! old memories:) so yeah, u're in aussie now, and hope u're having lots of FUN FUN AND FFUUNNN! love you yan yin! `xoxo, chanmann :)

another day with my bffs!

2008-12-03T00:00:00.004+08:00
went to yuenie's house today. to watch a movie. saw his dad for the 2nd time :) sooooo yeahh! after watching the movie, we walked to pm. ate ate and ate! drank lemon jelly or smth like that. whatever that it. and angel came along after work. and YEAPIES! she met a new friend during work. her name is michelle. michelle something, but she knows almost everyone. AHAH! annabel and tanu! she knows you. SOOO. after that! we headed to the store:) ahha. heard sonia is working there. hmm. but didnt see her. so my awesome bf went home. and angel and i followed. *winks* went to angel's home, and dad came to fetch me around 10.30. and now im here blogging! :) `purpleboy:) thanks for talking to me whenever im down. ahah! you never failed to cheer me up! :) lol. all those sms's and the A to Z thing! hah! you're the best LOW HONG JOO! so long! till then :) ex ohhhs ex ohs! channie mannie pots of honey :) ps, things arent going smoothly. but i guess it needs more time. yeah?? iloveyouhunns!

randomm.

2008-12-01T14:20:00.004+08:00
1. loong yuen hong is UGLY. :) 2. to you hope things go well. yeah?? 3. ashleyy ashy strawberryy! i miss you :( 4. wanna change church. r.i.o.t im gonna miss you rioters. thanks to someone, this church isnt really "right" for me anymore. right?? HANNAH BANANA! 5. curly finger owes me money. :) EW EW AND MORE EWWS! guys these dayss! urgh. 1. its stupid to ask a girls number through friendster. 2. its funny when you go to gelato fruity or smth, the guy smiles at you and go like "hi miss, what do you want". and then he smiles and theres like. last nights chicken stuck in his teeth. GAWD. gross 3. guys shouldnt wear SHORT shorts. like, above the knee when u're going out with a girl. NO WAY. *ahems* loong yuen hong curled his hair! ahahah. even i never curled my hair before and you did! haha. funny you. well, it looks...GOOD :) rreeaaalllyyyy. looks like indonesian worker! ahaha. KIDDINGS! okay okay okayy? ahaha. still love you although you look UGLY. muahahhahahahahah. ex ohhhs ex ohhhs! BTW! HAPPY BELATED TO SWEEEET SUE ANN! HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY :) thanks for being such a good friend :) had lots of fun going out with you, and now that u're 18 years old! u're AUNTY SUE ANN now. LOL. best wishes:) xoxo `chanmannheartsyuenhong.

lyh.

2008-11-30T21:12:00.004+08:00
ahah! went to mid valley with him today. AGAINN! lol. sorry sue! go out with you another day:) hmms. went to play pool. and the lil kiddo arcade. ahha! ate some donuts in big apple. and wanted to stop by at gelato fruity for ice cream, but HE said the ice cream looked disgustin cause there was a tin of red bull inside. err? who puts red bull in ice cream? so yeah. anyway. walked around. talked ALLOOOTT! and went home after that. :) had so much fun with you. 8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning. iloveyou In places no one will find All your feelings so deep inside It was then that I realized That forever was in your eyes The moment I saw you cry till then! `chanmann.

:)

2008-11-30T11:43:00.011+08:00
*winks* spm is finally over. hooorayyy! was really busy and didnt have the time to blog! woopsie. 27november. went to school at 3. saw hong, gave him a lil hug. :) then we went to the lil hut. and ee man was playing o2jam or whatever. soooo, the driver came at 3.30 and we headed back to yh's house. waited for him to change and went to pavilion straight away. but before that! we had to collect his stupid gucci belt. which he doesnt know how to wear at all! -.- then we walked under the rain to pavilion. and he was complaining about getting wet. lol. i should be the one complaining -.- LOL. thanks to his "expensive" shoe!!! then we went inside the entrace and saw ziggy and esther! :) they waited for us since 2. aahahhaa. fuuunnnyy! we headed to eat in carls jr. yummmy. went to diva and then eeman called. and eeman didnt know where was diva so he passed the phone to lixin. LOL. her voice is so cute on the phone. ahhaha! sounds like minnie mouse or something. but CUTER :) went to buy tickets for QUARATINE i dont know how to spell. im so gonna kill jason for saying this movie rocks. its like people eating up each other! omg. HORRIBLE. so after the movie esther had to go. SAD. we sat taxi to taman desa. ate dinner there, and played pool. i left at 12.45. reached home. text HIM. and slept :) sweeethearts. iloveyou. zigggy! estherrrrr:) my lil uglypots. eeman and lixin esther and ziggy 28.november went to ipoh. didnt have fun. its too 'old' for me. dirty roads, hawker food everywhere. nahh! not my type. ate breakfast/dinner/lunch in some air condition restaurant. and the food sucked! so yeah, went back to the hotel and ordered. xoxo! `chanmann :)

are you.. banana?

2008-11-27T13:14:00.002+08:00
AHAH! its funny when you're a chinese BUT u dont know how to speak chinese. its like, american who doesnt know how to speak english. or a malay, who doesnt know how to speak malay. its SO weird. ahah! im talking about myself. LOL. im a banana -.- good for me then! dumsters calling me banana.

ily.

2008-11-27T00:34:00.015+08:00
yeap yeap yeap! went mid valley today with loong yuen hong :) reached at 1 plus. went to quiksilver to buy his slippers. then later on went to topshop to see my dress. i didnt buy it in the end -.- but ANYWAY. later on, we went to eat in carls jr. so called "charboiled burger". THEN. played pool. won him 7 times in a row. AHAH! lousy. and then fusbal. and later on bowling (i won him too.) ahah! AND THEN, we had nothing better to do. we played pool again. for an hour. walked around. bought a pretty lil heart shape necklace from nose. wanted to find my christmas shoe, so we went to zara. ate ice cream in gelato fruity and headed for dinner opposite pavilion. the restaurant was really fancy and stuff. but too bad! the food sucked -.- ohwell. you can never judge a book by its cover. AHAH. will be going to pavilion tmr. with him:) esther and a few others. AND! i cant wait till spm is over. here are some pics i took today :) eating healthy food:) yummy? ahah. cute -.- NOT! acting all innocent! ahah. i look like a idiot in this pic, thanks to YOU.. till then :: tata! cheers! xoxo, c h a n m a n n ps, i love you! you ugly nut.

dum dee duumm.

2008-11-26T11:34:00.003+08:00
one more day :) ily.

loveee! <33.>xoxo, chhaanmann.

jump for joy.

2008-11-25T12:39:00.004+08:00

JUMP FOR JOYY!

all i have to say is, 2 more days! ahaha.

ITS FINALLY GOING TO BE OVER. :)
<33's.

36 MORE DAYS!
LOL :D

lotsalove,
xoxo
`barnie, bunny, funny, mannie, lovey dovey, yuennie :) forever-iee babiee.
heee! *winks winks*

a big welcome :)

2008-11-24T10:49:00.003+08:00

.... YEAPIES! steven's finally back from aussie! :) lol. warm welcome to STEVEN CHEAM....(i forgot how to spell ur name :[ ) the red dude there :)
ANYWAY. WELCOME :)

22nd.

2008-11-22T02:00:00.005+08:00

its 2am now :)

ahahs. first of all! i would like to wish ANNABEL KOK KENG YEN a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

annabelleeee :)

although, im not that close to you. but you being in sri sempurna have made this place a less suck-ish place. :) tho i may not understand you and ur *ahem* "super" funny jokes sometimes, but it was really fun having 'suare' and stuffs. and all those "high5 down low too slow" and the "ew no" AND! those times when we sing ___b.i.t.c.h song. hope u know what am i talking about :) hmm. oh yaa! and ur funny mood swings somehow:D i think you got that from tanu. hm, so yeah. anyway! blessed birthday. wheeeee! :)

* sniff sniffs*

NEXT :) i would like to wish Loong Yuen Hong and Kathrymarie ChanMann a happy 7th months anniversary :)

yuennie and mannie.
yeapies! 7th months. time passes by really fast :) well, just wanna say thanks for being there for me. hm. although this 7 months was really tough with many obtacles in our way. and especially her ruining everything we had last year, im really glad things worked out well. and thanks for keeping that lil promise :] hope u wont break it. hmm. AND ALSO, hope enam puluh tahun will come true :) hehehs. before i forget, hahah! thanks for talking to me, pujuk-ing me when im tearing.thanks for talking to me when i really needed someone to talk to. and, thanks for all those memories which will never be forgotten. sorry for everything i've done wrong:) ahahs. LOL.
8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning.
iloveyou <3
(this is the part where everybody goes awwww, sniff sniffs. )
and btw, happy anniversary to ____ pengsan :) hope u guys will last. you know who you are. nora:)

:)
NIGHTIESS!
its 2.30am now. i should be sleeping :)
night night. lovesss
`chanmann.

coughs.

2008-11-21T15:29:00.006+08:00
:) went to central market for brunch. their kopitiam there sucks! never ever go there. ohmygooodness, their curry was COLD. and their icky disgusing tom yam was rreeaallllyyyy watery and tasted more like water. AND their ice lemon tea was tasteless. hmm. ohyea, their garlic toast was awfully yucky! later on, my granddad had to line up to pay. (i wasnt feeling well, so he asked me to sit down) :) quickly sat somewhere NOT so cold. and got frightened by sarah :) ahahha. and then, i went to the bank. took out some money and did some bank-ish stuff. and headed home. thats all for now :) LOVES! xoxo. `chanmann.

it hurts.

2008-11-20T20:34:00.002+08:00
OMG.
having a throat ulcer. (i cant even eat properly)
coughing non stop, till i cant sleep at night.
ate porridge and burnt my lips. cause i forgot to blow, silly me :D
FLU -.- i just used up a box of tissue.
sneezing like crap. dont know why :(
my stomach hurts, having this crappy stomach cramp.
my toe nail just broke. and it was bleeding.
fell from my chair cause my maids pushed me. and they started laughing. ahhahahahah! NOT FUNNY.

WHAT A BAD DAY!

well, the only good thing that happened today was i got to spend time with him. yeappies. played pool and ate in mcd's. ahahhas. lol. made my day less sucky :) thankss! iloveyooou.

till then <3

lotsalovee.

`xoxo, cm.

my besfriend.

2008-11-18T19:54:00.007+08:00

SOYEAH! there are...
one, two. three, four.....err probable a zillion guys after my bestie.
SO, just wanna tell you PEOPLE. who THINK you are good enough for my bestie. YOUR NOT. she deserves SOMEONE better, and.. some losers who think you are all that. yeah, NOT gonna happen. hmm. well, SHE'S MY BESTIE? heloo. i kinda understand how she feel more then people. she doesnt like dark, short, and younger guys. she likes guys with spiky hair. and can afford to BUY stuff for her. guys who are sweet. she TOTALLY anti guys who calls her DEAR, HUNNEY, SWEETHEART, and all those mushy words. btw those who already GOT her. treat her properly.

:)

A! NY! WAY! random pictures of me and her. :)

she bites.. O.o
iloveya! :) xoxo `chanmann.

cant wait.

2008-11-18T16:35:00.006+08:00

happy birthday
EUGENE LOW HONG JOO!

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING :)
thanks for talking to me when i needed someone to talk to.
(so cool, as im writing this. im talking to YOU)
thanks for being a good friend!
AND! you'll always be my ONLY guy friend who likes purple.
and, hope this lil friendship thing will last
awww! so touching:)

lyh.
i just cant wait for the 22nd. thanks for everything. hope u'll change. all the best :) lovess.

sweeet!

2008-11-17T18:46:00.003+08:00

.
HAPPY
SWEET SIXTEEN

LEE PIK LING!
until then :)
` <3's
chanmann :)

things on my mind.

2008-11-16T13:35:00.003+08:00

sometimes, LIFE is SO unfair.
its like, i have nothing better to do, and start complaining bout everything in my life.
i go NUTS over the dumbest things.

WHY cant i be like THAT girl? why cant i be pretty? why does other people have a NORMAL family and why cant i? why cant i be RICH? why cant the person i LOVE, love me MORE? why cant i be taller? why cant i be smarter? why must i be in this school? why must people pick on me? why cant people UNDERSTAND me? why must SHE ruin my life? why cant i have a huge house? WHY WHY AND WHY?!?
there are times, when everything goes wrong. its like, everything in your life is so messed up. you wish you wanna just END ur life, and never ever ever ever live again. and you wish for many things, and you dont get what you want in life. you have high expectations, but it just brings you down. you expect the person you really love to be there by your side everyday, every hour, every minute, and every second. but he's busy doing something else. and often ask yourself. when is he gonna be there for you? sometimes, you feel like you're gonna explode and cant take this life you're living. you want everything to go right, but its just so damn hard. you wanna tell someone how you feel, but theres noone to talk to... so the question is.....
is LIFE that meaningless?
is LIFE a waste of time?

so yea!
see ya. :(
chanmann.

last day of school.

2008-11-15T08:56:00.009+08:00

HOOOOO RAAAAAAYYYY!
yesterday was the last day of school. so yea. went to school. reached there around... 6.50. then was walking around. then germaine and annie reached. then, followed annabel to "surrender" her phone. and she didnt! tanu came. and as usual, she was really emo. so, ger and i started the joke about the phone vibrating thingy. bla bla bla. everyone had to assembel in the canteen to receive medals and stuff. AND i receive a gold medal for netball. CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS! :) ate some french fries with mushroom soup later on. and headed back to class. josh brought his speaker thinggy and all of us was listening to songs. tanu and annie was singing and dancing like crazzzyyy! ahahhas. then school ended! :( took some pics. and everyone went to mid valley after that. reached mid valley around 2, walked around with hongg, and bought tickets for madagascar 2! saw amanda, aaron and the other people there. said hi. and walked of:) went to eat in laksa shack again! thanks to me. :) (omg, the food there is so damn nice. :] ) then, we went to the cinema to watch the movie. saw celine, and gang there. it was really dark in there, so yea. was finding for our seats. THEN i heard " chhaaanmaaannn!". turn back, and aaron chong, keith, ben, jon, and des was behind my seat. LOL. movie ended at? 5? not sure. ahahhas. then, saw chee chng, wai loon and the rest of the form4's. saw soo many people today, form2's form1's and form3's. ahahs. hongg and i went to play pool. and saw joewin, ziggy, sylvester and gang there =.= and the form3 gang. waited for henry for 3 hours! walked around and saw jason khoo. =.= so yea, couldnt take it. i went home. :) and SLEPT :)

tanu :)

annabel & angel.
esther & ger.
tanu, sue, annie :) hong hong :) ily
happyyy holidays!
cheersss! <33

<3>
`chaanman.

barnie bunny chan.

2008-11-13T19:59:00.003+08:00
BARNEY! BUNNY! CHANN! thats what HE called me :) so check out HIS blog. his EMO lil blog. :) www.reminiscence-teamo.blogspot.com today, nothing much happened. SO, theres not really much to blog about. well. went school. exchanged slippers with An! Na! BeL! wore her awfully painful bilabong slippers. and she wore my comfortable ipanemas. GOOD! FOR! YOUU! then NIGEL confiscated my phone, and annabel's too. so yea..after break me ger and annie was the "recorded" for the anual bk quiz. cause we had nothing better to do. and i felt like an idiot. SOMEHOW. listened to that grumpy annabel talk about stuff. ate lunch after that. * FISH AND CHIPS*. and did some "TANU PRAYERS". later on, watched narnia with almost everyone in school. school ended, collect my phone with annie, and bought ice cream. heard her talk and talk and talk again. :) (once she talks, she never stops) . ahahahahs. car came, went home. called SOMEONE. and ate. once again, another boring day :) *btw, i hope this lil "thingy" is over. * FOR THOSE WHO ARE TAKING FOR SPM. ALL THE BEST :) GOODBYE. for now :) haappyyyy hollssss! :) with lovee <33 `chanmannnn.

sweet sixteen.

2008-11-10T10:53:00.004+08:00

happy birthday aaron leeeee! :)

ANYWAY to those who are taking for spm.
ALL THE BEST!! :)

thats all for now :) see yaa! <333

fantastic forth birthday :)

2008-11-09T21:26:00.023+08:00

today, i went to my uncle's house for my lil cousin's birthday party. had fun there. and angel was there too :) the whole house was packed with kiddies. and unknown people. aunt was playing mahjong and angel and i played cards. i ate like crazy and i did lots of stuff there. i didnt really take pictures tho. but there's a few :)

ENJOY:)
fantastic 4th birthday :)

these banners were everywhere.

his lil tent :)

maid cleaning up before the party.

renee :)

birthday cake :)

uncle's garden.

angel with the kiddies on my uncle jumpy thingy (whatever you call it. )

angel playing with TOYS.

angel vs nic :)
me and the birthday boy :)

in school :)

love <3
`chanmann :)

chillin out.

2008-11-09T10:54:00.011+08:00

7nov. happy birthday to SUELYN!
8nov. happy birthday MILO!
9nov. happy birthday REEVE YAP!

well well well. yesterday, i went to sunway pyramid with keith, cassie(curly fingers), hannah panneer, tabitha, cynthia, daniel, jason, and trina. i reached there late cause i over slept :/ yea. everybody reached at 10 plus. and i reached there at 1.30 :) lol. so yea. daniel was playing archery. and everybody waited for him. so then. we wanted to get matching bracelets but keith and daniel was like "why would i wear that". so we didnt get it. (thanks to YOU guys =/)
then then! we went to the cinema. and as usual. the line was reeaalllyyy long. so jason went to the booking counter and bought tickets for us. we then went down to meet up with cynthia, trina and tabz. daniel was avoiding them for some reasons. so went to watch out movie. we watched james bond. i didnt like it =.= too much killing scenes for me. in the cinema hannah and daniel was throwing pop corns at everyone. then someone's phone rang and jason was like " SHHH! " then the whole cinema did that. well. movie ended at 5 plus. we all went to play snooker after that. and that stupid counter lady said we havent paid so we had to pay rm20. =.=
after that, keith and daniel went for bowling so the rest went to eat in laksa shack. yummy yummy! :) cynthia left early cause she had to worship lead. after she left keith and daniel came to eat. ( keith forgot to pay, so he ate free food!) LOL. walked around. later on, my dad came to fetch us all to church. reached church at 7 plus.
daniel, jason, hannah and i went to the kitchen to chitchat. trina, keith, cassie was all busy with the worship thingy. so yea. we had teens class after that. and the teacher was like "children listen up." so we all got annoyed and started talking back. and she kept calling us children and was like "you're all my children" bla bla bla. and she accused us of teaching the children how to SLAP people. =.= whatever man. felt so annoyed. so we all left the class to release anger :/ went to our private office and started eating jelly beans. :)church wasnt so fun yesterday cause of some fights and stuff. so yea. ate supper with daddy after church. called someone. and then fell asleep :)

daniel playing pool. :)
jason lemuel kong.

cynthia veronica cruz :) haha

hannah panner(my church bestie)

me and hannah <33

trina marie hew.

me, jason, trina, daniel, cassie.
going to my cousin's birthday later at 3 plus. with my bestie angel :) soooo. until then! seee ya!
lotsa love <33
xoxo.
` chanmaann.

its all about LOVE.

2008-11-06T22:44:00.002+08:00
okay! so yea. recently, lots of stuff has been going on. fights, quarrel, breaking ups, tears. and stuff. WELL. i thought that this word, LOVE might really help. to those who is reading my blog. its all about LOVE. so just ENJOY. anyway. LOVE is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection. the word LOVE can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. This diversity of meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes LOVE unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states. As an abstract concept, LOVE usually refers to a deep, innefable feeling of tenderly caring for another person. Even this limited conception of LOVE, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic LOVE to the nonsexual emotional closeness of familial and platonic LOVE to the profound oneness or devotion of religious LOVE. LOVE in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts. from MY point of view. LOVE should NOT be forced. and other people should not stop you from loving someone. for those people who interfere in EVERYBODY's LOVE LIFE. please just MIND your own BUSINESS. i mean like. HELOO? who are YOU to mind everybody's business. goshh!so yea ;) thats all from me today :] UNTIL THEN <33 toodles noodles! (annabel kok! you better read this! ahahs) will be back! seeee yaaa! :D lotsalovesss, xoxo `chanmann.

woohooo!

2008-11-05T18:54:00.003+08:00
well well. today, angel, sookyeen and candy, annabel and tanusia didnt come to sch. hmm. so, i was with amanda and zao yunn most of the time. :) amanda, zaoyunn, wailoon.desmond and adrian represented blue house for badminton. so. since i had nothing better to do. i watched them play badminton. and BLUE was the overall champs! or was it red? ohwell. i forgot. anyway. later on. i played ping pong with joshua chew and benjamin yap while waiting for amanda, desmond and zaoyunn. during lunch. me and zao quickly ate the most horrible food ever and kacau'ed the form2's. played netball with sammie,joey,delilah(the hottie) and many others. :) did my old "moto" with sammie :) * hahas. . THEN. mr daniel stopped them from playing cause it was raining. so they all went back to class. HA HA HA. hmm. and then. sue and sarah wanted to play netball. so we all decided to play under the rain. the field was all wet. SO. all of us took off our shoes. :) the people who played was suelyn, sarah, meijing, chermaine, zaoyunn, felicia, caryn and me. it was really fun. and suelyn was like "we're in a beach". laughed alot and had fun. UNTIL mr.nigel had to stop the fun by asking us to stop. GOSH. stupid! ruin our fun time=.= ohwell. after that. i followed zao to the toilet. waited for her to finish bathing and played badminton till school ended. school was really fun today tho:) chyan yih's dad then fetched me home. called someone when i reached home. ate. and went to sleep :) ahaha. oohwell. (this is the part where i run out of words to say. ) will be back :) ahah! lotsalove. <3 `xoxo chanmann.

boreddd.

2008-11-04T23:16:00.002+08:00
HELOO again :) this blog is only about andrew cause i have nothing better to write about. =.= well. today andrew got admitted to the hospital cause of denggi. :'( hmm, get well soon andrew! until then! <3 `xoxo lotsalove. chaaanmannnnnn.

things finally got better.

2008-11-01T23:30:00.004+08:00

OKAY! quit playing games already. :) now. things finallly got better. WELL. today was kinda boring tho. hehehh. hm. woke up at 10 plus. went to hartamas.or was it DAMANSARA? i dont really know how to differenciate hartamas and damansara. but anyway. went to whatever that place is called at around 12. :) with.. my maid. couzies and aunt. :)

couz went to kids gym. small lil place where all the kiddies play together. awwww :D .i figured out i was too old to be playing with them SO i followed my aunt to some. "eyelash extention place." erm. it was reallly quiet there. and everything was fine. UNTIL two ladies came in and was talking about their ARMPITS. ahem ahem? okay. i shall skip that part. their conversation was really disgusting. and PLUS. i was eating! so yea.

when my aunt was done. we headed back home. reached home around?? 5 plus. and cooked spaghetti. YUMMY. online after that. and went to church. had lots of fun in church. did lots of stuff there. well well. it ended at 10.30. ate supper with dad and went home. :)

the random part. :o cant stop thinking of. "RAINBOW" LOL. you know what i mean. ahahas. its finally better then ever. everything is finally getting better for me. theres is no worries in my life. everything is so... CLEAN AND CLEAR :) finally.

its all these lil stuff which gets me going. yay me! <3 until then. love <3 chanmann :)

first bloggie ever :)

2008-10-31T17:58:00.005+08:00
the FIRST bloggiee ever :) claps claps clapsss! =DD im this lil newbie here which is running out of words to say. ( crap. i know i suck at this =/ ) today wasnt a good day afterall. i ffk*ed my bestie cause i was mad at her. well. im not mad at you anymore =D sorry. i wont ffk you anymore=/ well. after today. things can never be the same again. things change. people change. time passes by really fast. and you'll never know how much someone meant to you until you lose that person. well. this is just for YOU. i cant wait any longer. my anxiety is building up. moments turn into hours, and hours to days in my mind. i dont wanna wait a vain. and i dont wanna deal with the pain. i wished things would be different. and i wished i could treat you the way i did before. but i think, i cant anymore. sorry. thanks for everything tho. really appreciated it.
thats all. for NOW.
lovess. <33.>
cm :)