first bloggie ever :)

the FIRST bloggiee ever :) claps claps clapsss! =DD im this lil newbie here which is running out of words to say. ( crap. i know i suck at this =/ ) today wasnt a good day afterall. i ffk*ed my bestie cause i was mad at her. well. im not mad at you anymore =D sorry. i wont ffk you anymore=/ well. after today. things can never be the same again. things change. people change. time passes by really fast. and you'll never know how much someone meant to you until you lose that person. well. this is just for YOU. i cant wait any longer. my anxiety is building up. moments turn into hours, and hours to days in my mind. i dont wanna wait a vain. and i dont wanna deal with the pain. i wished things would be different. and i wished i could treat you the way i did before. but i think, i cant anymore. sorry. thanks for everything tho. really appreciated it.

thats all. for NOW.

lovess. <33.>

cm :)