things on my mind.

sometimes, LIFE is SO unfair.

its like, i have nothing better to do, and start complaining bout everything in my life.

i go NUTS over the dumbest things.

WHY cant i be like THAT girl? why cant i be pretty? why does other people have a NORMAL family and why cant i? why cant i be RICH? why cant the person i LOVE, love me MORE? why cant i be taller? why cant i be smarter? why must i be in this school? why must people pick on me? why cant people UNDERSTAND me? why must SHE ruin my life? why cant i have a huge house? WHY WHY AND WHY?!?

there are times, when everything goes wrong. its like, everything in your life is so messed up. you wish you wanna just END ur life, and never ever ever ever live again. and you wish for many things, and you dont get what you want in life. you have high expectations, but it just brings you down. you expect the person you really love to be there by your side everyday, every hour, every minute, and every second. but he's busy doing something else. and often ask yourself. when is he gonna be there for you? sometimes, you feel like you're gonna explode and cant take this life you're living. you want everything to go right, but its just so damn hard. you wanna tell someone how you feel, but theres noone to talk to... so the question is.....

is LIFE that meaningless?

is LIFE a waste of time?

so yea!

see ya. :(

chanmann.